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Sep 05, '08



                                                                          


                                   







                 The  most  awesome  creation  of  God       
                  It is  shallow and it  is deep 
                  It  makes  you  laugh 
                  And  it  makes  you  weep !

                                  
                    The lashing waves hit the moss 
                     Gathered thick on the  rocks
                     Rub  it and clean  it,
                     So is your heart , by its misty foam
                     When  you  enter  within it !                       
                   
                   
                    The  sea is  grand  , the  sea is  beautiful
                    The crimson red of  the  sunset 
                    Spreads  the aura of  serenity and calm
                    Happiness , joy  , cheer and  charm !                  
                     
                   
                     Life  to  many  ,  shelters  myriad live 
                     Beneath  it ,  within  it  
                     On  the  surface of  it 
                     Flora  and  fauna   that  thrive !!!

                     Oh God  spare  us  from  its  wrath 
                     When  its  high  and  mighty  waves 
                     Annihilate and  kill  , end  and  destroy
                     Anything and everything  in its  path !



                This  is  the  sea   as  I  see 
                The  most  awesome  creation of GOD !!! 



                     
                      
                                          
                   
                                              
                          









Sep 01, '08



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       Kyon  hain  yeh  dooriyan in nazdikiyon  mein   
       Kyon hain  yeh  fasle in karibiyon mein ??         
                      
      Satlaz  ka  pani wohi hai yahan bhi wahan bhi
      Raavi behta  hai yahan  bhi  wahan  bhi 
      Kashmir  ki sarjamin  yahan bhi hai wahan  bhi 
     
      Phir  kyon  hai  yeh dooriyan in nazdikiyon mein       
      Kyon hai yeh  fasle in karibiyon mein ??      
      
        
              
,     Id mein  sevaiyon khi  mithas
      Milne ki  garamjoshi 
       Khushiyon  ki  bahar  
      Yahan bhi wahi hai  , wahan bhi wahi hai !!

     Phir  kyon hain yeh  dooriyan in  nazdikiyon  mein 
     Kyon hain yeh  fasle  in karibiyon mein ??

     Ghalib aur  Zauk ke  kadradan yahan bhi  hain wahan bhi 
     Mehndi  Hasan  ki gazlen 
     Log  gaate  hai  yahan  bhi wahan bhi 
     Noorjahan  ka  noor chamakta hai
     Yahan bhi  wahan  bhi !

     Phir  kyon  hain yeh  dooriyan in nazdikiyon mein
     Kyon hain yeh  fasle in karibiyon  mein ??
       
      Sarhad pe jab hoti hai  goliyon ki bauchar
      Sipahi  marte  hain
      Maaen  roti hain 
      Bewaen sisakti  hain
      Yahan bhi , wahan  bhi.!

      Phir  kyon  hain yeh dooriyan in nazdikiyon mein
      Kyon hai yeh fasle  in karibiyon  mein ???
      

     Jab  ho  rahe  tthe hisse do , ek  zamin ke 
     Kitne huye beghar 
     Kitne  huye  yateem 
     Kitna khoon baha yoon hi !.

     Par , is bewajah  bahe  khoon ka, rang to lal tha
     Yahan bhi   aur  wahan bhi !.

     Phir kyon hain yeh  dooriyan in nazdikiyon mein 
     Kyon hain yeh fasle  in  karibiyon  mein ??????


 ENGLISH  TRANSLATION  FOR  MY  NON- HINDI     SPEAKING   FRIENDS     
                             .

      
      Why  this  distance  between  the  near  ones 
      Why  this indifference  between  the  same  ones ???

       
       
   The  water in Satlaz is the same  here and  the  same  there 
    Raavi  flows  here too and  there too
    Land  of  Kashmir  is here too and there too
        
    Then  why  this  distance between  the near  ones
    Why  this  indifference  between  the  same  ones ???

     
                             
      During  Id , the  sweetness of  Sevaiyan  
      Warmth  of  the  embrace
      The cheerful ambience
      Is  the  same  here  too and  the  same  there too

     Then  why  this distance  between the  near  ones 
     Why  this  indifference  between  the  same  ones ???

      Ghalib  and  Zauk   are  relished here too and  there  too
      The  ghazals of  Mehndi  Hassan  
       Are sung  here  too and  there  too
       Noor  jahan shines here  too and  there  too .

      Then  why  this distance  between the near  ones 
       Why  this  indifference  between the  same  ones ???
        
       When   on the border the  guns  fire 
       Soldiers  die
       Mothers  cry
       Widows   weep 
        Here  too and  there  too !

        
       Then  why  this distance between the  near  ones 
       Why  this indifference  between the same  ones ???


           
      
     When  the one land  was  paritioned 
     How  many  were rendered  homeless
     How  many  were  orphaned 
     How  much  blood was shed senselessly !

     But colour  of  the senselessly shed  blood was red
     Here   too and  there  too !

     Then  why  this distance  between the  near ones 
      Why this  indifference  between  the  same  ones ????









Aug 28, '08



                   Jinda  hoon  main  bas  tumhare  liye , tumhare  liye !

  
                  Sansen chal  rahin  hain
                  dil dhadak  raha   hai 
                  Tumhare  liye  , tumhare  liye  !
                   
                    khayalon  mein ho tum
                    khwabon  mein  ho tum
                    Tum  hi  meri asha ho                                   
                     Mere ab tak chup si
                      Juban  ki  bhasha ho






                Jinda  hoon  main  bas tumhare  liye  tumhare  liye  !    
                    
                   



  
                    Mujhe tumhari  chahat mili
                    Viran  si  jindagi  mein                    
                     Mujhe tumhari  aahat  mili
                      Chahat  pane  ko
                     Aahat   sunne  ko 

            Jinda  hoon  main  bas  tumhare  liye , tumhare  liye !

                       Ae  meri  khushnasibi 
                       Ae  meri  khushnooma  khwab
                       Tum kya  yoon  hi chali  jaogi ?                    
                       Hazaron  unkahin baten
                       Hazaron  sapne   
                       Jinhe tumahre gird  buna hai maine
                      Unhe  adhoora  chhor  kar
                       Tum kya  yoon  hi  chali  jaogi  ??
                      Tum  ho  to  main hoon    
                       Tum  ho to  jindagi  hai  !

        Jinda  hoon  main  bas tumhare  liye , tumhare  liye  !!

                      Sukhe  kheton mein barish ho tum
                      Thandi  hawaon  ka  jhonka  ho  tum
                      Tum ho toh hai  sab  kuchh
                      Warna  khali si  jindagi mein 
                      Sannate  ki  gunj ke  siwa 
                       Kuch  bhi  nahin  kuch  bhi  nahin  !!

       Jinda  hoon main bas   tumhare  liye , tumhare liye  !!!!

ENGLISH  TRANSLATION  FOR  MY  NON HINDI  SPEAKING  FRIENDS


    I am  living   for  you  only , for you  only  !!

   I am  breathing 
    my  heart  beats
    for you only, for you only !!

You  are  in  my  thoughts
You  are in  my  dreams
You  are my  hope
You    are  the  voice  
Of  my silent speech 

I am living  for  you only , for  you only!

I  got  your  love, 
In my   such  a lonely life 
I  got  the   sound  of  your  presence
To  get  your  love
To  get  the  sound  of  your  presence

I am living  for  you only, for  you only  !

Oh  my  good omen 
Oh  my cheerful  dream
Will you go  away just  like  that ?
So many  untold stories
So many  dreams  woven  around  you 
Will  remain unfulfilled
Will you go  away  just  like  that  ???
I  exist  for  you 
 You  are  my life !

I am living   for  you only ,  for  you only !

You  are  like rainddrops  in a barren  land 
You  are  like a surge  of    cool  breeze 
My everything  is you and  you  only
Else in this  forlorn  life 
There  is  nothing  
Except  the  echoes of silence and  silence  only !

I  am  living  for  you  only  ,  for  you  only  !!









Aug 20, '08



He  was leaning  over  the  railing of   first  floor of  the  shopping  mall , and  watching  aimlessly at the crowd  down  below. 

She  was  also  leaning  over the  railing  of   first  floor of  the  shoppng  mall . But  she  was not looking  aimlesly downbelow , she  was  watching  him with intent  interest . 

His  office  was  nearby , everyday  after he  came out  of  the  office at  the end  of the  day , bofore going  back  to  his bachelor pad , he  used  to  come  here stand  on the first floor at  the  same  spot , used  to  watch the  crowd . 

She  was also working  nearby and used  to  follow  him everyday for  the  last one  week !

He  spent  his  time watching  the  people down below !

She  spent her  time  watching  him .

The reactions  and  the  expressions of  people in  different  situations  there , made  him react ! He used  to  smile , become  serious , pensive !

She  used  to  get  highly  amused  by  his  reactions .

He was Aditya and  she  was  Savitri !

That  day  when  Savi came  out  of  her  office a  bit  earlier , she  didnt  feel  like  going  to her working  womens  hostel so  soon . Not  so   early  to  that  boredom again . It  was more of a prison  than a living  place! So many rules  and  regulations, and  to  add to  her  woes , her  room mate  was another  rare  species of  woman- kind ! In the  six  months  of  living together   they hardly had any meaningful  conversation  other  than the routine  pleasantries ! And  that  too when her  roomie  would  have  time  to  reveal  her  drab  face from beneath  the  so  many Mills  and  Boons books  in which she  was always lost.She  had  her own world where she  didnt  want  any intrusion  !

When Savi  came  out  of  the  office  she  didnt  know  where  to go !She  was  just  walking  aimlessly along the  foot-path when  the  grand  shopping  mall by  the  roadside  caught  her  eyes !It  was all so  glittering  and  looked  so  fancy  from  outside ! All glass everywhere !The  atmosphere inside looked  so  cheerful ! She  went  in .

Ground  floor was mainly restaurant , with  very  few  shops  all around .The  spacious open  place  was  dotted with  small stone-top tables here  and there  with  some  chairs  around the table  .The  shoppers used to  sit  around  the  table and  eat here .

As  she  entered  the  mall , it  was bustling  with  human  activity ! People coming out with number  of  handbags holding  in their  hands ,people going in leisurely , looking  around  for the  right place to shop !She  didnt  have to  shop .

She  entered the mall looking   up. He was  leaning on the  front railing of the  first floor, looking  towards no one  in particular but  there was something  in his  eyes which told that he is  very purposely  looking  at  everything though his  eyes  were not  fixed  anywhere .And  was certainly  enjoying  himself  , enjoying  his  lonliness ! The  fellow  seems  to  be perfect  example  of  detached  attachment ! Interesting !!Must  watch  him! Good  time  pass !!

She  also  went up to the first floor and  stood in a corner from  where she  could  watch him but  he  could  not see her ! She  took her place !His facial expressions   were changing  frequently, he  would smile  one  moment , and  suddenly he would  become  very  serious , and the very  next  moment would smile just  short of  laughing  out  loudly ! Very  interesting ! The  fellow must  be enjoying himself  by  the reactions  of  the  different  people  down below !

When he  smiled  , it was very  infectious  very  genuine  , very real ! He was simply unaware of  his  surroundings as  if  he  didnt  care a damn  about them !  So  sure  of  himself  !!

Savi  was simply fascinated  by  his actions !She  felt an unexplained  happiness and  joy when  he  smiled , as if  she also  understood  why he  was smiling !The  same  vibes !!One  hour  passed by  without feeling  the pulse  of   time ! He  brought  his left  wrist near  his face , may  be  to  see the  time , and then , stood erect , walked  down  the  stairs to  a  food  counter. As soon as he  reached  the   counter , the  man  behind  it  gave  him  a packet , he took it , and paid  the  cash  ! Left  the  mall and disappeared in the  crowd  outside !

Savi  also left  the  mall , but  HE    remained  in  her  thoughts ! His  smiles , his  confident  looks , his very sure manners , everything made  a very  great  impact  on  her !The  detached  attachment , attached  her to  him like  no one  had  ever done !

Next  day she  went  there , but  his  place  was vacant ! She  waited  for  some time and  there he  was entering  the  mall with  the  same  confident  walk  and  look , went  straight  up the  stairs , roamed  about  aimlessly , looking  at  the  windows as if he was  assessing their value , after looking  at two  or three windows  he  came to  the  same  place ,  leaned  over the  railing and  started  his watching downbelow  game !! And Savi started 'watching him 'game !She  was  lost  in him , smiled  with  him , was  serious  when  he  was serious !She  felt  as if  she  is  standing  with  him and they  are  enjoying  the  moods  of the  crowd together !Nice  game !! 

This  went  on  for  quite  some  time ! By  now  Savi  was very  familiar  with his  habits ,  his  smiles ,  his  varying  moods , his manners ! She  liked  him !

One  week  later.

He  came  there took his  place ! Savi  was just  waiting  for  the  right  time  and  right  expression on  his  face  . The  moment he  smiled she  went straight  to  him , and stood  beside  him leaning against  the  railing !

"Hi  I am  Savitri , you  can  call me  Savi "She  told  all this  very  confidently  as if  she  knew  him , which she  did , but  without  his  knowledge !
He looked sideways  at  her , slightly disturbed , but  the  wide  grin  on  her  face disarmed  him of  any hostile emotions !

He  also  gave  her his familiar  smile  and said 

"Oh ! Savi , I am Aditya , you  can call me  Adi ! " 

Savi was very   much encouraged  by the  positive response !

" Great  names , Adi  and  Savi  , fit  together so nicely . I see you here standing  everyday !! " She told beaming  with  smile  !

"What a girl , we  hardly  know  each  other , and  already  she  has matched  our  names !! Seems  to  be  quite interesting  ! "Thought  Aditya ! 

"Oh yeah , I come  here to  pass my  time , cant  go  to  my place  immediately after  the  office ! No one  there !But  how  do  you  know  I come  here everyday ?"He  asked  her .

" I also  come  here for  the  same  reasons  as yours everyday and  see you standing here for  hours together! What makes you do so Adi ? What  do you watch  so intently  down below ?"

"Really so ? I thought I am the only fool here to spend my evenings  watching  the  crowd ! That makes  two  of  us !  Ha Ha ha Ha !! " He gave  a hearty laugh .

So the  man can laugh  also . Laugh and  the world  laughs  with you  kind of laugh !! And  she  also  started  laughing  with  him !! Savi  realised she  was  laughing  so  freely  after a  long  long  time !   

They  both  laughed  together like very  old  friends have  met  after a  long  long  time  ! Both  of  them felt  so  relieved  !After  the  laughing  spree  was  over , Adi  said  ,

"So  Savi  welcome as  the new  member of  this  'watching  downbelow game ', now  you  dont  have  to  watch  me , we  will together watch  the people  and  have   hell of  a fun  together , what  do  you  say  ?"

"Sure  , Adi , but  you have not  told  me  as  yet , what do  you  watch , and  what  is  so interesting  about  these  boring people ?'

"See  through   my eyes  and  you  will know  !"

"Ha Ha Ha !! lend  me  your  eyes  then !"

"Ok  , now  are  you  ready ?See  the  couple   sitting  opposite  each  other  on  that table . " And  Adi  pointed  towards  the  table  he  meant . Savi  also saw  them .
"Do you  notice that  the  number  of  packets they have  after shopping  is  quite large ? Means  they  have  done  a  very  good  shopping . Lot  of  money  spent , and  now  they  are  waiting  for their food  to arrive ! They  will eat  and go ! '"

"But  what  is  so unusual  about  them  that  it  makes  you  watch  them ? " asked  Savi 

"The  unusual  and  funny thing is  still to  take  place  Savi , let  the  food  come  you  will know "Adi  said with his usual smile . 

And it was !  The  couple  looked  so  tired  after the  extensive shopping ,Savi  knew  they must be  feeling  very  hungry and must have  placed the  order for quite  sumptuous food !But when the  waiter  lowered  the  food  tray on the  table  , she  could  see   only one  plate with  one  dosa on it ! The  couple  pounced  upon the  dosa  like a hungry  tiger pounces  upon its  prey !Within no  time  it  was  finished  and  they both looked so satisfied !  

"How  come  they could  satisfy  their  hunger  with only  one  dosa  between them ?"asked Savi .

"Ha Ha  so you  also find it unusual now ? See my  observation is  that the  larger the  number of shopiing  packets , the  smaller is the amount  of  food ordered ! They  try to compensate the  large     amount of 
money spent during  shopping  with less amount  on food ! And  the reverse  is  also  true ! "

Savi  could not  stop  herself  laughing on this observation of  his new friend ! "Great observation !"and she  patted  him on his  back !

Needless to say  after  this everyday  after the  office  hours  Adi and  Savi  used  to  meet at  the  mall and spend their  time  together watching from upstairs!Sometimes  they had their  dinner also together in the restaurant !

One  day while  they  were eating in the restaurant :

"Hey  Adi it  is  quite  some  time that  we  know  each other , but  I have  not yet  seen your place  yar ! Where  do u  live ? " 

"Oh it is a very  small one  room flat Savi , just  sufficient  for  my needs ! '"

"Do u have  a bathroom there ?"

"Ha Ha HA , of  course , and  a small kitchen too ! "

"Chalega , one  more  occupant wont  make  much  difference !! " quipped  Savi !

"What ????" exclaimed  Adi  , not  believing what  he  heard !

"Yeah  Adi , see we now  know  each  other so  well , you know and I know we love  each  other !Dont  we ??I  can  see the  impatience in you when  I am late  sometimes here !  I am thinking  that  I should  move  out with you , at your place !'

Savi  said  all these so  fast and in  as a matter of  fact way , the  impact  took  quite  some time  to  sink in Adi !  He just  could  not  believe ! So  brave  and liberal  a girl as to move  with me without mariage ? 

"But  have  you  thought  what  your  parents  will say  ?"He asked 

"Adi  I have  no  parents !I grew  up   in an orphanage  ! In this  whole  world  you  are the one whom I know and love ! But I dont  want  to keep you  in dark so  I told  you all this  to  day !I know you also  love  me !I will not  force  you  !Think  over  it !"

She  got  up and  started  to  go ! Adi  also got  up  with  her and they  both  came  out of  the  mall !  Adi  was  holding  her  hand , as  they  walked out ! It  felt  so   nice .  They were  silent , no one  said  anything , it  was so  spontaneous , Adi drew  her  close to  him and  kissed her passionately , she also responded , it was getting  longer  and longer ! 

Savi  freed  herself  from him  with  great  reluctance . 

"Ha Ha ha !! Now  you  realise  why I want  to  move  with  you ???"

She waved  him ,got  into  the auto and  went away to her hostel !

Adi  could  not stop thinking about her all the way to his  flat .She  has  so  much faith in him , and  he  also  knew  that he  loved  her , and will never  ditch  her anytime ! After some  time  when  both  have  enough  money they  can marry ! Till then  what  is  the  harm  if  we live  together ?? This  decision made  him very  happy ! He  was very  much  relieved !

Next  day in the  evening  he  was waiting  for  her  outside  the mall !She  was  not  to  be seen  anywhere ! What happened  to  her ? Had  she  changed  her  mind ? But how  can she ? It was her idea  only , how  can she  do it ? And  suddenly  he  saw an auto stop near him !Inside  was Savi  with a bag . 

"Come  in Adi , we  are not  wasting  our  time  here to  day in the  mall , we will straight  away  go to your  flat ! Come  on hurry !"

And  Adi  jumped  inside , sat  beside  her , held  her  hands in his and  kissed  them !

"Savi  I love  you ! "

"I know I know, silly ! Thatswhy I brought  my meagre  baggage  with me to  move  with you !!"

And  the  auto  also  moved with  the crowded  traffic  to  their new abode  !!!!




Now  the  million dollar  questions 

Will Adi  and  Savi  marry ? Ha ha ! I  dont know  , ask  them !

Should  Adi  and  Savi  marry ? You tell them !!!!!









Aug 14, '08



 
                   Two   die  due  to  "Chakka  Jam"         

NEW DELHI/KANPUR Aug13 (UNI) 
A  Kanpur  youth and another  heart  patient lost  their  lives during  the two-hour-long-nation-wide 'Chakka Jam" called  by  the  BJP and  the  VHP.

Twenty  two  year  old Santosh  suffered burns  after coming  in  contact with a  live  wire in Kanpur and  succumbed on  way to  hospital as  the  people who  were  taking  him  there got  stuck  in  the  'Chakka  Jam '

A report  from Ambala said a 70  year  old villager who  suffered  a heart  attack was  also  stuck  up on  his  way  to  hospital by  the  "Chakka  Jam  "..............and  so on . 


Now  ladies  / gentlemen   does  this  news  item ring  any  bell in your  heart ,  soul  and  mind  ?? Does  this small  and  trivial  looking happening , mere two  deaths of unknown  people  in  some  obscure  corner of our vast  country , make  any  sense ? 

Well it  does  to  me  !  We  are  celebrating  our independence  day season , yeah season , with  so  much  fervor  and  resolutions ,  we  are  talking  of patriotism , Indianness , achievements , glories  and  what  not , but  do we really  believe  in and practice  what  we  say ?

The  above  mentioned  news  item  proves amply  the  fact  that  we  are only  seasonal  patriots  and not  patriots  by  habit ! We know how  to  demonstrate , make  dharna , and enjoy  the  right  to Bandh  and  Chakka Jam but  what  about  the  duties  which  go  with  them ? What  about  the  rights  of others ? Are  we  conscious  about  them ? 

NO NO NO !!!!!!!

Did  Santosh  and  that  old  man not have  the  right  to  live  and proper medical  care ? If they  had what  did  the so  called activists  and  champions of religious  rights do to honour that ?? Nothing !! These  two  lives  were  lost  only  because  no one  had the time  and the will to care  for  others  rights ! Is it  show  of  patriotism ? NO NO NO !!!!

Our  patriotism  is limited  only  to some  fixed  days  15th Aug , 26th Jan and some  other dates ! We hoist  flag , write  big  blogs and  articles in news  papers , deliver long  speeches and then forget about  it ! So far and only  so  much  as a patriot!!

The bloggers  here who never  tire to write so  many  news  items  about  the  success  stories every  hour , to  ride  the glory  of  success of  others,  didnt  even  care to  write  a single  line  to the  death  of these two  unsung  men ?????

WHY WHY WHY ??????

Because  ladies  and  gentlemen  we  are  not  patriots  by  habit !W E  are  patriots  only  during  the patriotic  seasons  !!
WE are symbolic  patriots , limited  to certain acts  and on certain days . Not  patriots  everyday in our  each  and  every act !

We  always  talk   about  facilities  and money  in  sports to be  insufficient to produce  Olympic  champions . But  do you think  this  is  the  only  reason ?? The  glaring  example  of the failure of  Rajaybardhan Singh Rathor is  before  us !He won  silver  medal  in shooting in last  Olympics . Ladies  and  gentemen in this  Olympics  he  didnt  even  make it to  the  final 10 ! 

Do you think he  lacked  facilties  and equipments ? He had  the  same facilities  and  equipments which  made  him  to  win  the  silver , with  the  same  facilities  and  more  experience he  couldnt  make it to last  ten . Why ?? 

Because we are seasonal  patriots ! We joined  the band wagon , the  whole  country joined  the  band  wagon  in spoiling  him, to  show  our  patriotism,in , praising him and making  him rise  so  high high in a pedestal , when  he  won  the  silver  medal, that  he  lost  his  focus at the  job  at  hand  now !!!!!

In this  Independence  day my  friends , I appeal  to  you all please  dont  ask  what country can do for  you , ask  what you can do for  the  country ! 

Be  patriotic  by habit , and imagine if  we have 1 billion patriots  , what  can not  be  achieved ??? 


JAI  HIND  


MERA  BHARAT  MAHAN  !!!!!









Aug 05, '08



Yeah  friends  even  in this  era  of  high  tech  and  IT  we  have  people  who  are  still  very  much  way  behind  in their  thoughts. Still bound and governed  by  superstitions and ancient  beliefs !

Ha Ha ! you  will  be  thinking  that I must be  talking  about  some remote  village , or  some place  where the fruits  of  modern  day  technology and knowledge might not  have   reached ! You  are mistaken ladies  and  gentlemen !

I am talking  about Nagpur , the  second  Capital  of Maharashtra , and that  too about people living in one of the most posh  area here !A locality full of  high middlle  class families . My building , where fortunately  or  unfortunately I happen to be the president of the  society for  the  last  two  years !

During  the presidentship  I had  very  varied  experiences  some good , some  bad and  some  very astounding ! This one was an astounding one !

There is a young  couple  living here ! Call them Krishnans !They  are very happy , well balanced  couple . Have two very  sweet sons ! 5 years and 3 years  old !

 Mr. Krishnan is the  area  manager  , stationed here , of the biggest oil  company in private  sector , and Mrs  Krishnan is the centre  head of the most  famous Air  Hostess Training  Institute in India , here in Nagpur ! You can very  well think the quality of their  education and level  of  awareness.No one should have any doubts  about  their  liberal thinking .

Since  both the husband  and wife  are working , there is some problem about the looking  after of their  children . They have  a maidservant who  does the looking  after .The younger one  is most of the time in the flats of other residents  than  his own ! But he  is  so sweet he is most welcome  everywhere !

One day  when he was getting  down the  staircase , fell down and fractured  his arm . He had a knack of getting injured very  frequently ! But this time it was a bit  serious ! He was immediately given the medical  treatment , hand  was plastered and in a few  days he was again bouncing back !

Then there was  death of the father of one of the residents , immediatley  after this  accident . He was quite  old , and it was  a natural  death ! All of us  got together and helped him out with the funeral and other  rituals .

But  I think what  made our Krishnans to give  a very serious  thought to these happenings was another  death of a young  wife of another resident here ! Though she died ,at her parents  place , of  some  congenital  heart  disease , Krishnans were very  apprehensive and were  much worried !!

Whenever in the morning or in the evening we used to meet , he used to greet me in a very cheerful and happy  mood , but I noticed after the last incident he was not as bouncy and cheerful as he used to be !! I thought job pressure the reason for this  and didnt take  much notice !

Two  days  after  we last  met! 

In the evening I was net-surfing  as usual and was engrossed in the scraps of my beloved  friends . There was the familiar  ring  of the  call bell .The  maidservant announced that the Krishnans have  come! Very reluctantly left the  pc  !! And went to greet them .

They  were seated , but  anyone  could tell that they were not  in the best of their  moods . They looked  very  worried !
"Arre bhai Krishnan , what is the matter yar ? You look very worried ?I have never seen you like this . It seems  Bhabhi ji is not  taking  proper  care of you ?? "
I wanted to make the mood a bit light. But  it seems I was on the wrong  track ! He was as serious  as ever .
"Ok what  is the problem ? "
"Sir  the recent  mis - haps in the buildings !"
"What  about them Krishnan ?"
" Dont you think  some  evil  air  is in our  building ? "
And his  wife also echoed her voice with her husband's!

Ladies  and  gentlemen I was  simply shocked !!! Such thought  coming out from these people from such a highly  educated  background ! Every  single  word is as it was exchanged that  day!I couldnt  believe my ears !!

":What did you say Krishnan ?"

"Sinha  saheb , I am sure  there is some evil air  present here . So many deaths  have taken place one  by one and my Harsh (name of their younger son ) is also getting  injured  so frequently . They cannot  happen just like this .
We will have  to perform a havan  for the purification of our building  as soon as possible ! "

"Do you really believe  in all this  Krishnan ?" I asked him very politely and sympathetically. Because I knew he is very much  effected  by  these  thoughts   and   disturbed .. 

"Of course  Sir ! I am  hundred  per  cent  sure about it ! Unless we perform the havan such things will go on happening . I have talked to the pundit also . I just need your permission because I want to do it in the society temple with everyone present !"He said very convincingly , and conveyed the message that I had no choice other than to agree to it .

I knew that even if I didnt permit . he will do it all the same and there will be unnecessary unpleasantnes and I will be branded as the most cruel and antiGod man ! 

"Ok Krishnan if you so desire , go ahead , and let us hope  nothing  happens  after the havan !"

"Thank you Sir ! " The relief on his face was so obvious !

It all happened last year on the 15th August ! Before the  flag hoisting  ceremony the Havan was performed ! And you had to see the  devotion of the  couple in this  Havan . His wife did everything , prepared the prasad , distributed it among all the residents . The  zeal of the residents was quite visible . 

It all ended  in a very  happy note ! The most  happy were of course the Krishnans !!They were very  convinced that now the building  was safe and no deaths  or  accidents  will ever  happen  !

One  month later  :

Now this  is no exaggeration  . I am reproducing the event as it happened . 

In the evening  I was coming  back  from my  regular  evening  walk .The temple of our building is just at the entrance , I saw Mr Krishnan there with his  younger  son ready  to go somewhere in their  car . But what struck me like  hammer on my head , was the fact that Krishnan's  right arm was on slings.and his son was crying furiously , !I didnt  ask Krishnan .Instead I asked the guard about  Harsh . He told  he injured his  right  leg while  riding  his  Bike !And Mr Krishnan himself  slipped in his  bathroom and injured his  right  arm !!

Now what will you  call this ? The poetic  justice ???? Our  superstitious  and mindless thinking ??Our  dependence on old  and  rotten beliefs  even  after 61  years  of  independence ???????

And  to  top it  all only  day  before  yesterday , an old man of 90 years , father of one of our residents  died !! 

What  to  do ? Should  we laugh  or  grieve at the  naive thoughts  of  the  Krishnans ???? 

The fault lies not  in the building  but in their  minds  who can tell the Krishnans ?????? 











Jul 28, '08



Yeah  it  is  sixty  one long years in dependence after we got  our much  awaited and  well deserved independence !

You  may  question about  the  sanity and validity of my contradictory statement , dependence  after independence ? But very sad to say that this is  probably the most valid  statement which can sum up our attitude to day !

Dont you think we are still dependent on our age  old customs , beliefs ,   thoughts ,practices which are the bottlenecks to our growth ?

The  country of Lord Budha , Lord Mahavir,Mahatma Gandhi is now among the top 15  corrupt  nations ?

The country with golden opportunities some centuries  back , where everyone wanted to come for business and education , now ranks  128th in human development index ?With  per  capita  income of just a meagre Rs.2500/-per month . More than 15% population below  poverty line !!

The country which  had Takhsshila and Nalanda universities where students from all over the world used to come for higher education , now has only 64.3% literacy rate ? Students from here going to other countries for higher education ?

We talked of electrification in each and every village , but after 61 years we dont have enough for even big cities what to talk of villages !We talk about  industrial growth and high tech , but we dont have power to feed the existing industry !

We have the second largest population in the world , so much of man power, highly  trained people who are running the IT and nuclear programmes of other nations!! Why their own nation is so lagging behind?? 

Why  this  poverty  in the  land  of plenty ??? 

Because gentlemen/ladies we dont  know  how to live together , we dont know  how  to  work together , we dont know how to celebrate together and we dont know  how  to mourn together !!

Because gentlemen we dont  have  any dignity of labour ! Physical labour is looked down upon like the most  demeaning virtue one  can have !

There are other ills with us  but these two have played the greatest havoc with  our growth and prosperity  as  a nation ! 

We are too dependent on these  two ills !!!

Why dont  we live together ? Because our culture and teachings from time immemorial stops  us from doing so ! We believed in the Varn Ashram ! Brahman.Kshatriya , Vaishya and Shudra were the four  classes in which we divided ourselves. This division was not at all rigid and never advocated monopoly  of a certain community in a certain class . It was done to classify people as per their capability and not  to  degrade any one for  being in a certain class . 
But with time certain communities who were on the top and among the revered class , made it their  own feifdom and prohibited other classes to enter it . Made it a very  rigid and tight compartment . And not only that they termed the Shudras as "untouchables". This was the first  divisive act of our society ! Our society was now touchables , and untouchables ! Most heinous crime  against humanity was done centuries back !
We were divided into so  many casts and factions.

All the foreign invaders , exploited this  division , and the coversion from Hinduism to other religions  started because of this discrimination only !. 

We blame Britishers for  their  Divide and rule policy , but  gentlemen they didnt divide us , we were already divided , they only exploited us to the maximum !

And has this divisive game stopped ? No sir/madam , after the independence we were further divided by our politicians , and this game is still continuing and how long and to what extent will it  go further can anyone tell ??? 
This  divisive mind of our politicians has led to the most  harmful and detrimental policy of reservation . This one system has done the greatest harm and choked the growth of our nation to the maximum ! We are injecting inefficiency  and incompetency in our  system   , dividing our people    by  design , knowingly !

These divisive policies  stop us to live together , work together as a team , and without  a good team can anyone win a single  match ???NO ,  NEVER !!!!


We  shun  hard  work and  physical labour ! But at the same time we want prosperity too. What is the  way out ? Employ  short cuts . Earn maximum , work minimum , within shortest period of time ! Is it possible ? Why not , we have the  sharpest brains ! Employ unfair means ! And here starts the most favourite  pastime of our nation  , yes you guessed right , the name of the game is  "corruption ". Everyone and anyone worth his salt in politics and govt. is well adept in this game !
Votes  are garnered  not on the basis of any specific policy , but by the most effective and time tested method  of the use of  cast, religion , region and what not ! The shortest and the most easy way to success !!  

So gentlemen/ladies dont you believe by now in my statement of 61 years in "dependence" ?????? 

How long we will be  dependent  can anyone  say for  sure ????

Of course we can be free . The need of the hour is to rise and do our own small bit . Wherever  we  can , in our own work places , our own homes , our neighbourhoods , in our  dealings with others .

 Let us resolve we will be free of these two vices !!

No  doubt  our  country will also be free and will breathe a sigh of independence !!!!!!!!








Jul 18, '08



It  was  a Sunday  morning and  as lazy and relaxed as could be for  Akash . He got  up with a yawn but Lily was not there on the bed .He thought she must have got up and may be in the kitchen preparing his much needed cup of tea he used to  have every  morning immediately after he woke up .He didnt leave the bed , remained lying , waiting for Lily and the cup of tea ! 

It was more than 15 mnts and there was no sign of her . There was something very eerie about the calm . He felt as if there was no one in the house and he was alone.He waited for another 10 mts , still no one . He  got up , left the bed and headed for the kitchen . Cursing Lily that why she is taking so much time .

"Lily. where are you ? what is the problem yar ? How long will I wait for a cup of tea ? "

But his sentence bounced back to him .The kitchen was empty !!Where is she ? May be in the bathroom , both the bathrooms were bolted from outside , still he opened them and looked inside. No one there  too. Now he was worried . It was very unusual for her . She never even went outside the house so early in the morning . Where could she have gone ?He went out of the house and to the main gate !

 During the night before Akash went to sleep he used to lock this gate  from inside everyday without fail . He did it last night also , but it was unlocked now !! Means Lily had unlocked the gate and gone out . But what for ? And if she had to go why did she not inform him ? He was very perplexed , very  confused .

He now noticed that since Lily had come back from her trip to Bangalore her behaviour had been very strange. She had been very much pensive and used to be lost in her thoughts very often . While talking to him she suddenly used to give the feeling that she is mentally somewhere else ! Now that she was away without any explanation, things about her unusual behaviour started making some sense .She was very much disturbed by something which must have happened there !But why this sudden disappearance ?Why she could not tell him ? 
These questions were hammering his mind and he went back to the bedroom and lied down on the bed exactly where Lily was sleeping . Waiting for her to come back .

There was a side table just beside the bed .Akash saw a piece of white paper there , folded neatly and kept there under a paper weight ! His heart missed a beat ! He didnt want to pick it up . But still he had to . He mustered the courage and picked it up .Unfolded it and saw the neat handwriting of his wife Lily !

"Akash , my love , my sweety , my life my everything ,please pardon me ! I am no more that Lily whom you loved . .I lost your Lily in Bangalore . The one who had been with you for the last few days was only the shadow of hers . 

Karan was a nice guy there in the seminar . We had struck friendship but nothing more than that from my side. He had some ulterior motive ,I never knew . The last night during the farewell party he mixed something in my cold drink .By the time the party ended I was not feeling well. Felt very drowsy, unable to walk straight .He held me and helped me getting to my room .He came inside , made me lie down on my bed . Closed the door , I was simply helpless , could not lift my hands or feet . He also lied down beside me. Took my clothes off , his own also . And then raped me . Left me like that and went away.

I know it will be so hard for you to believe all this .I was helpless throughout.The drug had so much effect that I was just like a dead body .Your Lily was lost Akash . I cant face you. How can I explain the loss to you ?? Can you take it ?? How can I explain my inability to protect your Lily ?? I cannot Akash !! I am going to find her , if I can . This is the least I owe you . Till then bye my love !!"

"Oh Shitttt !! What did you do Lily ?All the love , all the trust , all the faith we had for each other , all gone waste in one go !!!Did you trust me only this much ? How could you ,of all the persons , do it to me ?? Do you think I would not have understood your helplessness ? On the contrary , you have saved my Lily ! The black Lily , the black spot in the white Lily was left there in Bangalore , you are my even more pure , more white Lily !! Why Lily , why ??????Why did you leave me alone to face all this ?How cruel you can be !! You knew all the way what this is going to do to me , still you left me , I cant ever forgive you !! "

And Akash was filled with remorse and anger for Lily . But she had to be found out .He had to settle scores with her !

Lily had one friend Sarah , with whom she was very friendly and sometimes stayed back at her place whenever he was out of town on some official job .

 He didnt even change his dress,
took out his car ,locked the house , and headed for Sarah's place at a breakneck speed !

He stopped the car at the gate , opened it and rushed  straight in the house .Lily was sitting with her friend in the drawing room !Sarah could see the furious mood of Akash and left the room saying she will be back in a moment . 

When Akash  was alone he got hold of Lily , pulled her out of the chair and slapped her hard left and right !!

"You fool how could you do this to me ?"

"Yeah Akash , I deserve this after what I did in Bangalore ."she said and started sobbing violently , and put her head on her chest .

"No Lily this slap is not for what someone did with you in Bangalore , but it is for what you did with me here , you fool ! !"He shouted at her !

"What happened there in Bangalore was none of your faults , it didnt have your consent , but what you did to day was a grave crime against our belief , our mutual trust and everything for which we two  stand for ! Do you understand ? How could you leave me alone with that letter only ?? How lonely and helpless I must have felt?You didnt have the courage to face me and tell me everything face to face ?  How wrongly you have judged me Lily . I hate you !!!!! You want to go ?, please go now if this is what you think of me !"

And Akash turned away from her to leave . Lily held him tightly and sobbed and sobbed on his shoulders .

"Cant you forgive me for what I did to day ?  . I knew this is going to happen , thatswhy I came here to Sarah's place , knew that you will come here . It is only that I didnt want to tell you myself Akash ! Do you think you would have taken all that so bravely if I was there in front of you ? Wouldnt you have broken down ? "

And Akash could not take any more , he also broke down in her embrace . 

"Yeah Lily you know me better than I do myself !! "

With tears running down  ,both of them held each other 
and went out of the room. Sarah came in to see them off.

 As they both got seated in the car , Lily said "Akash you slapped me hard dear , it hurts ."

"Oh sweety , sorry sorr