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Posted on: Aug 21, '08

love forever ???

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..the next day..my mom called me to her room..she beat me..until her hands needed rest..for kissing maha.

i didnt know why i kissed her..i had no other way to tell her..she is close to me..and she is important to me..i am possessive about her.. now i am trying to retrieve maha's face.. how she would be..how she is..after that incident..my mom admitted me in another school..which is around 15 kms far from that school..

i am not able to see her again..or i never tried to see her again.. still i believe maha will remember me.. if we met..unfortunately..what would we do..smile together..??

friends..some 15 years later..its really..seriously some thing happend to me..which i wanted to share with you all..here people around me say that..i am a genious..i could do anything..

but i can do nothing..even i was not able to save my love..my life. even i dont have friends to share my pain..thats why i am presenting my pain here..before you all..

the single question in my mind now is what next ???????????

i am smelling the bleeding.. of my heart..i hear some sweet voice..which scaring me a lot..

i met her in my hard hours..in my 23. at that time i was working as a personal officer in a leather company.. my salary was very poor. after my yelder brother abscand from our house..on heavy credits..as he lost in his business..i was sent by my father to settle down those issues.. he ran a garments shop in our town..ran from home with 19 lakhs credit..though my parents were government staffs..it was a huge amout for my parents to settle that huge amount immediately..so my father sent me to run the business..after some hard 3 years..we settled all the credits and closed the shop. then i joined with that leather factory..then shifted a leading wireless communication company as a marketting person.

she was my neighbour lived in my street. she has moon in face.. quet.. sweet.. her father is a doctor. once when her brother caught by local people for some misbehaviour..i knew him..as a doctor's son..i stopped the people..convinced them for his mistake..took him to his home..where i met her..there was nothing at that time..after some days..her mother called me for lunch..for saved her son.

some months back..his brother became a gud friend for me. i used to go to their house regularly..to chat with him. slowly this lovely girl came close to me..we chat for hours..without any purpose..we gone for movies..almost i spent all my free hours..with her..

there were several issues happend like..when she was eveteased by her seniors..me and my friends gone to save her..i thought..i am the hero..to save her..when her father tried to marry another girl..a nurse..we stopped it..(already that doctor has two wifes..my moon is daughter of first wife). she and her brother told me several problems of their family..coz of their father's misbehaviour..how their mother suffering..how their life gone bad..how their relatives..cheat and hated them..

everything was new to me..i never heard or knew like those things in my family..so i was the only diversion or something like..peace to her heart.. when she spoke something about her probs..my eyes cried..i kept her hands..tightly in my hands..she slept deeply..without fear..without tear..in my arms..

this was new to me..i had no sisters..when she said..she was happy..when i was with her..i felt..like achieved a great life..i believed..i could only solve her probs..i could only give peace and happy to her..so as i believed..she is my only life..i started loving her..

love...what is love..what someone would do for love..how can you discribe love..how would you say you are in love..how you can say somebody loved you..

will continue...

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rajiv2008SCO said:

August 24, '08

CancerSA said:
Love is accepting someone with the good and the bad, no matter how much it hurts, how painful it is, how miserable you are, that feeling of love never goes away. If you stop loving, you have stopped living! Till the day your heart continues to beat, there will always be love!

August 24, '08

estatenext said:
yes daisy..thats gods gift..usually..girls think..with their brain..not by heart..they are very practical..before marriage..may be they become..emotional..after marriage..for gents its in reverse..
chitraji.i ve forgotten to tell you..something..the rest..of my love..

August 22, '08

estatenext said:
may be in the biginning..diya..but many times..our situations..anger..expectations.. only speaks..a lot..more than enough..and aquarian..its a plain fact..love is just a beginning..there is no end..you can not stop it..though you are hurted..cheated..bleaded..love ends..only on death..

August 22, '08

daisyann26 said:
WOW BEAUTIFUL STORY AND REAL LIFE .LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL THE FEELING IS SO GREAT .BUT FOR ME I NEVER LET MY HEART TAKE OVER .I HAVE TO THINK WITH MY HEAD NOT MY HEART .I CAN'T GET LOST IN MY HEART .GOOD LUCK

August 21, '08

Chitrajlp said:
Hi. In real love you want the other person's good. In romantic love you want the other person. Loving without having expectations is the real love. It is a feeling. You have to sense it with your soul. Why should you die? Nothing is worth your life. You are born with a purpose. Learn to love the humanity instead. You will enjoy the true happiness. Take care. Be happy. Keep smiling.

August 21, '08

aquarian15 said:
You can never stop Loving no matter how hurt it was...!!

Very Nice...!!!

August 21, '08

diya1992 said:
LOVE CAN ONLY BE FELT DEAR ,YOU CANT DESCRIBE LOVE ,ITS ONLY FEELINGS N FEELINGS.ONLY YR HEART SPEAKS THATS ALL

August 21, '08

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