Dear Diary,
I write this to you here in this world because the reality where i exist in body would not understand the language i speak.  I am so confused with life.  I ask God each day for answers but He seems mad at me at times.  The truth is my dearest diary that I dont like the answers which he gives me.  He tells me to wait.  He will make all things new. He will erase the past.  I know this is true just as I know I breathe.  But tell me how long do I wait?  Am waiting for a day when justice will prevail.  When all those who stoned me will they themselves be stoned.  But at the same time I want to forget more than I want revenge.  All things happen for a reason...yes I know they do.

LIfe is so complex, yet for some it goes so easy.  Why is that?  Why is it so hard for us humans on this earth??  If we followed the instruction manual like one would for a computer it would be easy na?  But life doesnt come with a manual.  And life doesnt let you see into the future.  And life is only a mere 70 years or so.  So why is it so hard??  

Why am I sitting here typing like this to a screen like I have nothing better to do??  Why do i waste my time??  No one is there who understands the language I speak....not in any this or any planet.  Oh God , please God let there be some answers for my questions.....maybe someone can answer them.  

Dearest of the dear diary,  am tired .....bye

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