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If you can take care of your ATTITUDE, everything else in life becomes much easier.



Posted on: Sep 30, '08


 MY CUCKOO IS BACK....

Sometimes one wants to change the daily dose of routine exercises & workouts and decide to limber down. So I went for a stroll today instead of the routine run & workout. I did not go towards the lake but took a detour to go through the lush green tea gardens.

Generally I used to go by the lake and listen to the sweet voice of Cuckoo, I had not seen Cuckoo for almost one week now, I was wondering where did she go, many questions, many apprehensions, strange feelings were crossing thoughts. My thoughts were not able to accept in any way that Cuckoo would leave this tree ever. In fact I had asked the tree quietly “Did you in any way hurt the sweet Cuckoo?” the tree replied “how could I? I could never find someone who makes each day the best, each laugh the longest, each smile the widest, and a life, my life, worthwhile. All this was happening for last one week, everyday looking for the sweet Cuckoo and not finding it was heartbreaking……I was sad, I was shattered….and that was the reason I decided I will go towards the tea gardens and not the lake. I was missing Cuckoo, my sweet chirpy Cuckoo…

I had started calling Cuckoo my lifeline, because she was my LIFELINE, she always laughed it out whenever I told her…but I knew myself for sure.. she is my lifeline the thoughts somewhere deep down were not ready to accept that lifeline could ever go……

I stopped and wanted to leave every thing else…just wanted to be with the Cuckoo…I started walking towards the willow tree besides the serene lake….. the dusk was far away, I was almost running to reach the tree, looking for my sweet Cuckoo, something deep inside me was telling me to call for her, to call her and tell her how much I loved her, I could not do without her anymore, I would go back to shell if she leaves…

As rushing towards the lake, I was gazing towards the beautiful evening sky, Instead of thinking; I was daydreaming of her...And wondering if while she were in her own world, she would be thinking of me too. I was totally lost in her thoughts…was not expecting her to be there……hoping against hopes……somewhere in my thoughts I knew how much I loved her and also knew how much she loved me…I reached at the spot where we used to meet, I had heard many times her sweet voice and conversations were always silent, but we understood each word spoken in that silence, in the willow tree I did not see her…

I reached by the lake……wow I heard the voice again…Cuckoo was there, she had not left me, she was there……LIFELINE was back…today I could clearly see her… as soon as I looked into her eyes each breath became a thousand sighs. My heart pounded like a drummers beat. I was glowing with joy from head to feet. The sight of love had touched my soul, and the bell of destiny began to toll. The tide of emotions of love began to rise; my world was now really filled with beautiful blue skies. A brilliant rainbow arched across in the beautiful sky, as waves of love began to toss. I was there right in front of her, spellbound……speechless…overawed in her presence…I had no words to praise her beauty…exactly same as I had dreamt…exactly same as I saw her in my early morning dreams…

My sweet Cuckoo, I decided to tell you today, how much I love you…the feelings of togetherness, the wonderful moments of joy and being in trance would be difficult to describe in words…but I know u understand my silence, I will always hold you close and make you feel safe, sheltered in from the dark clouds thunder and rain, from any of the storms. Today, when I take your hand and look into your eyes I see a heart made of gold and soul so pure. I know you must have come from heaven, because you have pretty angel eyes. When you gaze at me with them, my heart begins to fly. Your sweet voice, continuously rings in my ears. I am in your thoughts even when you are right in front of me....that is the magic you have...

With you by my side, I see us happy. Both of us are connected in a way that goes beyond romance, beyond friendship, beyond companionship, beyond what we've ever had before. It has defied time, distance, and changes in ourselves and in our lives. It has defied every elucidation. Except one just the one, Pure and plainly, we're soul mates. No one can explain we can just feel it. It's there in the way our spirits lift whenever we talk. It's in the delight we feel, when we laugh at exactly the same things. When we are together, it's like a tiny piece of the universe shifts into place. A place it's supposed to be, and all is right in this beautiful world……………… yeah my Cuckoo is back...I wont let her go again.....





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Ledzep said:
aree bhai!

the intent was not to take the joy out! ...far from it.

i will quietly hold on to all i've said here for now :-)

and i still maintain it is a delightful blog
:-))

October 03, '08


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MARKIV14 said:
ledzep,

forget I because I am not that good in writing that I write without using I, however, i used cuckoo 21 times and out of that 4 times i said My Cuckoo...also used HER about 30 times and SHE around 12 times...ha ha ha, these are just words you have lost the theme and got stuck in words..anyways..you made me count... I am not here to make any case, i am here to express...rest whtever you interpret and percieve in your wisdom is ok..
enjoy

October 02, '08


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Ledzep said:
hey!

the fact that you personally ack every comment floors me. however,

notice how often I and 'my' cuckoo pop up? how then can you make a case for anything ( anyone?) else being central??? :-)

cheers!

October 02, '08


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MARKIV14 said:
Lata,

Thanks a lot for taking out time and reading.

regards
ciao

October 01, '08


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MARKIV14 said:
Tearose,

Thanks a lot for reading.

regards
ciao

October 01, '08


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MARKIV14 said:
Manisha,
Thanks a lot for coming back and understanding my point of view, yeah i very well get the "feather flight of joy"..and that is exactly what i wanted to convey.

regards
ciao

October 01, '08


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Latav2063 said:
Once again..wonderful outpour of emotions- of expectation and joy...Enjoyed reading this post. Thanks for sharing this.

October 01, '08


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tearose2002 said:
Vikram ,so expressive & poetic ,as always....enjoyed reading this post AND thanx for sharing

October 01, '08


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manisha_bhattacharya said:
Thanks for the clarification Vikram. Now the post makes more sense to me.
You know, you make me feel really envious with your description of the rapture that your cuckoo brings into your life. Finding a soulmate is indeed a fortunate thing, isn't it? Your words sort of take one on a feather flight into joy, if you get what I mean...

October 01, '08


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MARKIV14 said:
Manisha,

I think I could not convey it that correctly, or maybe you had read this with ornithologist bent of mind…Come to think of it, does anyone ever talk to Cuckoo? These expressions of togetherness what I wanted to convey..”I WONT LET HER GO” in no way conveys that I will arrest her thoughts, her soul..NO, idea of never letting her go is to fly together, when I say in last para about defying time and space and many other things it meant flying together and not holding in hands and killing her soul..NO WAY..i hope i could convey the idea now...rest as i said all matter of perceptions and individual approch to thinking and comprehending...

Thanks for reading
Regards
Ciao

October 01, '08

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