Posted on: Oct 12, '08
My Un-posted First Love Letter!
Hi all...I read Chitrajust's article on "firsts". There she invited some of fropper memebers to write some thing on firsts. I saw in comments section Solarflare (this boy Chintu is blessed with excellent creative power) saying NO THANKS and whirlwind (capable of writing love stories) saying I NEVER WROTE ANY LOVE LETTER. There I felt "if these boys are not ready to write some thing on LOVE, why not I write". So decided to write a love letter but considering myself as a boy. Hope you men find it interesting. Otherwise your comments will sharpen my knowledge on men. Now enjoy reading this unposted love letter.
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Dear Anveshita,
What is happening in me? Am I in Love? All of a sudden my argumentative nature disappeared. Every thing looks beautiful to my eyes. Smiles are dancing on lips without having any reason. Surrounding people are passing surprising looks on me. I was the first person who hates traffic jams in Hyderabad. But now-a-days I am enjoying songs of Hindi film “Hum Dil De Chuke Sanam” in the midst of traffic jams. I am not shouting at my subordinates over their mistakes in office work. Instead of shouting I am smiling at them and telling them how to rectify those errors. I overheard some body saying “Now a days I am seeing a new person in our boss.” All these things happened just after meeting you.
I saw you at the university campus where I came as a visiting professor. While giving lecture on Embedded systems to M. Tech students I saw you as one of the students in the class room. Your face attracted me more than anything else. Your big eyes were concentrating on my lecture and writing whatever I was saying. Those eyes were reflecting purity and full of innocence. I wondered how innocence becomes a part of M. Tech student that too in the city. I forgot I am owner of a small company which is well known for development of embedded systems. Even though I manage nearly 30 members in my company and visit many reputed colleges to give guest lectures, first time I felt nervousness in delivering lecture in your class. Not possible for others to understand it, all of you never felt how nervous I felt while delivering my lecture. This nervousness entered me because my mind started concentrating on you rather than concentrating the topic on which I was talking.
Believe me I visited many countries by this age of 32. Did MS in US and PhD in UK. Met many girls in my journey. Many fell in deep love me but no one attracted me. I never gave special attention on any of those girls even though many of them are still in touch over mails or phone calls. I considered them just as classmates or friends or colleagues. That’s all. First time this world winning personality Vijay fumbled in front of a lady that too his student.
After my lecture was over many students came to me and showed their interest in Embedded systems field and asked my guidance for their future careers. When your girls team approached me for autographs, you do not know how I tried to keep quiet. Your pink body color challenged baby pink color chudidar you wore on that day. I tempted to remove that clip which is holding your hair because in the shade of your long black hairs, I can hide my face and take rest even on mid summer day. Slowly lifting eyelids when you saw me, I felt like my search ended. You extended your hand carrying small autograph collection book, I felt like kissing it. But controlled those emotions, wrote a familiar quote and conveyed best wishes. You said “Thank you sir.” Your voice touched my heart just like kukkoo’s singing on mornings of summer days. I felt very awkward over my emotions developed on one of my students.
I don’t know how to write love poems or love letters. That’s y I am writing whatever I felt as it is. I hope you can understand my love. If you feel positive on my companionship with you, I will send my parents to meet your parents.
I drew a painting keeping u and me in mind. This is a small gift from me to my lady love... that is YOU.
Love
Vijay
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PS: It became my unposted first love letter because I wished to hand it over to her when I reach university after couple of weeks for the next lecture. On that day I took much interest in dressing, I felt laugh over my over enthusiasm. Reached campus and finished my lecture and thought of calling her . Before me calling she came and handed over her wedding card and invited me to her marriage.
Note: The wonderful painting used in this blog is drawn by my fropper friend "notjustart". Hats off to his painting skills.
Tags: first love letter; sneha
I feel luv letter need nt carry rhyming words,some poetry, shayaris etc etc its just writing ur true feeling to ur lover dat hw much u need him/her.hw much u hv changed coz of him/her.. well written 
painting is superrr
but ur emotions & feelings ..really nice.. vry butiful.
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