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Posted on: Oct 16, '08

First things first...

No one blames me for writing this post. It's all Chiti Chiti bang bang, Chithrajust's doing. She tagged me. *Points a finger to CJ Lewis (Lewis, because she has started rapping these days. Oh, all those limmericks!)* Read her post here to know when, where, how and why all this ensued.

Umm, so the first kiss. It was a horrible experience because it was a forced one from a dumb lukkha who could make a straight girl and a gay change their sexual preferences if he were the only guy left on earth. I was in 8th standard and about 7 years before the time I started beating guys up. So, I just said that I'd shout if he didn't let me go. Sheesh! Well, sigh, stupid things we do when young. So, anyway, I bumped into this guy many years later and he was uglier (I know it's not a nice thing to say about someone, but you can say that about people you hate and Uday Chopra) and more annoying than he used to be. So the kiss became even more despicable.

CJ, now what I'm going to narrate is something NO ONE knows. Trust you to get the cat out of the bag! *curses under breath*

Anyway, my first crush / love (*bats eyelids*) was when I was 15. There was this dropdead gorgeous boy Moideen who was my friend's classmate. He and his one other friend used to come over with my friend just to hang out. And since day one he used to give me a lot of attention. I found this very fishy because I used to be a plump, badly dressed girl with huge glasses (not that anything has changed between then and now!), and though I used to go weak in my knees every time I saw him, I mostly dismissed his attention as being nice because he used to come to our building compound and sometimes home.

Then one day he said, 'Let's go for a cycle ride'... and I said, 'Sure'. I so hope he didn't see the blush on my face because I could feel I was going all pink! So, I took my bicycle as he waited, when to my surprise he said, 'No, you come with me... double seat' To which I said, 'Why?' and he said, 'How will we talk if we are riding separate cycles?' I agreed... because I wanted to. As I sat on the rod, I could feel his taveez touching my neck all the time and I was so glad to be sitting because if I were standing so close to him, I'd have definitely fallen, my knees went so weak!

Then he stopped in a lane, parked his cycle, stood leaning against a wall and looked at me strangely. My heart must have sounded like the bass drum. I don't remember the exact words but he said something about seeing me for the first time at a garba function where I reluctantly danced when my friend pulled me. Since then he had been pestering her for an introduction. I was floored, to say the least. And then he asked me if I would like to be his girlfriend and I knew I was too young for it, but I still said, 'Yes, I don't mind giving it a shot.' Though I regretted it later and thought I'd back out the next time I saw him, it never happened. The heart ruled the mind on every such occasion.

He had a nice everything! He was 6 feet tall at 16. Goodlooking face, beautiful soft voice, nice long fingers, shiny hair, beautiful handwriting, beautiful drawing. Good sense of humour, good conversationalist. Only he was bad at studies. And I used to like holding his hand, especially when he squeezed my hand a bit to get my attention. Apart from that, everything else was 'keep safe distance'.

My first heartbreak: And then one day I got to know that he had actually proposed to my friend who introduced us at the same time and the deal was, whoever says yes. I was so heartbroken and felt so stupid and angry. He got to know that I found out, so he never came back. I asked my friend why did she never tell me and guess what she didn't know that he had proposed to me as well. He never told her when he used to come to meet me and chose the days he knew she wouldn't be coming. I couldn't believe anyone could think like that at such a young age!! Oh and my friend had rejected him because he was Muslim.

So, that is it... I never saw him or heard from him and that summer we moved, so that was the end. I still remember how I felt, how those streets, those afternoons, those evenings looked whenever he was with me!

Tags: first, love, crush, friendship

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Forbidden2007 said:
:-) Now you kmow why I enjoy Nova's posts so much :-)

October 28, '08

metalhead2006TAU said:
I second wat swiftmove says..

October 17, '08

chithrajust said:
-------------well nova! supernova! you're a star baby! teens are not much diff from the mid forties--------not to the 'feminine gender' ---------- boy! we do have a great pleasure in being taken for a ride------and you on a bicycle too--------ha haaaaaaaaa

-----------but believe me--------it's all these firsts, that make us 'wiser' in the long run ---------- not wise enough to say 'no' always, but wise enough to KNOW what's coming after the ride----------LOL

------------and i guess 'school dropouts' have a charm of their own-----------

----------tks for playing pal---------

October 17, '08

Swiftmove said:
Nova
Lucky U,,,, over so soon!!!!!

October 16, '08

solarflare said:
plump, badly dressed and wearing big glasses... if yu take out the big glasses -- yu've described about 70% of gals - heee hee heeee.....

may god send yu more crushes or whatever it is yu wish for

October 16, '08

notjustart said:

Nice blog this... Loved your description...True, teenage happenings are such but to me, they are like a dream that may or may not come true...

October 16, '08

soundspot said:
uday chopra \m/

October 16, '08

Novacaine said:
Why do I hate UC? have you seen his mouth? looks like he can eat a banana sideways. And the way he talks and his voice, and seen him in any movie 'mujhse dosti karogi', 'mere yaar ki shaadi hai'? He is such a hamster! and he has such a strange body frame. He reminds me of Shah Rukh Khan, which is another reason!

October 16, '08

MyZoneCAN said:
Great trilogy!!! K - C - HB...kiss - crush - heart break!! But...why do you hate Uday Chopra so much?

October 16, '08

ladyinred17 said:
This dude needed a "manisha special awakening of the Kundalini".

Teens is a time when harmones are on the overdrive.I have one in my life

And gurl, fishing for compliments...nothing has changed since then...hmmmmmmm?

Lovely read. tc.

October 16, '08

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