Posted on: Oct 27, '09
Kaos....
Chaos .. as the devil knows.. means .. onehelluvalotofaconfusion …( confusion .. perhaps means something that’s born when fusion is conned) … them mathematicians say … it is a very specific unpredictability .. … maths they say is the way of the world … everything has a reason .. an attribution .. somebody here has tag line going ,. There is a method to my madness …. Yeah sure … its great being methodically mad … lookin at it from an average ordinary dudes’ eye (eyes if please)… it kinda beats me … what the ffuck do you mean …. By .. analyse this .. specific unpredictability ?? … can something that’s specific be unpredictable …… ? …. Anyways … what the hell .. how the f .. does it matter .. if life is maths … how come mathematicians fare so badly … I aint getting into the mathematical definitions of chaos ….. chaos is like multiple slam bams left right and centre .. its like all the hell breakin loose ( or is it lose).. its like .. 20 GB memory stuffed in a 128 MB space … its like midday sun in the eyes when you expect to see the moon ….its like helter skelter … …. … its something that happens to the head when when a memory returns … …. Wham .. the deja’ vu’ hits u … …. Throws you off the rocker … makes you experience paradise in the middle of hell … its like experiencing Cloud Ten from the middle of a shit pile .. ha …. It happened the other day .. he had just finished presiding over an exceptionally well orchestrated chaos … he was the “Presiding Officer - “ Fcuk Ups” … the day ended … he was receing kudos for a job well done ……with all the things in the well … got into this car …. It wasn’t a Ferrari … he was on the co-driver seat … talkin to his, monetarily oriented, systematic , god fearing, gruesomely loud, astrologer friend … 20 minutes into the drive it hit him … it was the same car she drove …. The make that is …. His mind got thrown into a twirl ….. she came flooding back to him …. Marooning him as the moments he had lived with her wafted over him .. wave after wave after wave …. White horses over the dark sea … wouldn’t leave him even as they stood static at a railway crossing …. He leaned back on the seat and let it happen .. while his friend yakked away to glory … closed his eyes .. and then he realized he had to make an enquiry about a friends child admitted to the hospital … he made the call …. Enquired … heard the story … that thing under his sternum going wilder by each passing second.. thumping … butterflies all over the place …. The child was fine .. that gooey stuff inside his thick skull playing flubber …. Stars, sun , moon, clouds, dust, global warming, green peace , red heat, birth , extinction, bears bulls stallions all at the same time ….. the car was fast .. time stopped.. then walloped back .. he was next to her …. On the roads of D …. She was driving … the rest of the world was hazy … the music in the car was his … a girl crooning in the back ground of heavy guitar and electro beat .. Our love is like no other…. Our love is to be Forever … you make me feel … you make me feel … Stronger…. She refused to look at him .. was always scared to look in his eyes … she called them deadly … … then true to her self .. she would turn to look at him in the eyes .. hold his stare .. right in the middle of the chaotic delhi traffic …. And give that wispy smile … that smile .. that exploded like a grenade full of butterflies in the tendril garden … Chaos ……. That flubber inside his head in rampant “ specifically unpredictable motion” ….BUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ …. The relentless vibration of his phone brought him back to his friends’ car ….. he was talking of the Lal kitab of astrology … the quintessential book of predictions ….. the last time he had put his friend in a pressure cooker situation .. he had bolted …. Forgetting all about predictions …. Relinquishing everything to do with ram and his bharose … blog khatam … kya hua .. abrupt ending?? … chaos hai bahi .. kabhi bhi chaloo hota hai .. kabhi bhi khatam hota hai …
PS : did I tell u the title of the song …. Its called .. Take my head….. you make me feel …
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