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Posted on: Nov 01, '09

COMING BACk HOME.

having stayed in a big big city alone for more than a month now,my lonliness started to eat me up.

work and life at home have different meanings to us all.some live to work.some live to live for family.some live to eat.some to merry and some to problems.

as time went by my office pressure increased manyfolds.i was very busy.but despite the business the distance from my family was surmounting and now palpable.i started grwoing weary of all this.

what is life alone i one day thought.i called my spouse and talked,and then an idea of giving it up all and reverberating back started taking shape.

i worked on the pros and cons of getting another transfer back somehow ,anyhow.to be back with my spouse.i guess at this age nothing else mattered more but to be with the man i find peace with.

but the fear to return to a previous post and place kept haunting my mind.what would people say?my colleagues,my boss,my subordinates?that i couldnt tackle the pressures and came back.an escape?

then a sane mind told me that what bothers me most is my convenience and my peace.nothing more/less.with putting my fears to rest and preparing myself to get back at all costs despite what my reputation suffers at work i talked to my seniors.

god's grace everything happened safely and smoothly and here i am back 'home' with my spouse.trust me the peace my mind found is beyond words.

life?i guess.

tomorrow i am going back to my previous office and seat and i know i have to answer questions which many would ask me.and i hope and pray god gives me strength to cope and put a brave face.

i would love all your opinions and comments on my post.do write in.

shubhika.

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chithrajust said:
---------------absolutely right choice; need to do what one feels comfortable with--------------------all the best--------

November 05, '09

manasi9917 said:

dear i just love the way u write cause its straight from ur heart.please dont worry abt others cause we cannot keep everyone happy but we should always do what makes us happy and what our heart wants.be happy and everything will be fine.

November 02, '09

indra_the_lord said:
Return of the prodigal son..ooops daughter , i am abs. dazed reading ur blog..such an honest confession...do u treat fropper as a confession box? kidding ..sorry:) , thoroly absorbing blob shubhika6..keep writing..Cheers!!!

November 02, '09

ManojSmile2001 said:
Khaali waqt ko kuchh aise bhar liya karo,
Kuchh makhmali se palon ko yaad kar liya karo.

November 02, '09

skhawa said:
U listen to UR heart beats.....
Ignoring everything else U came back,did the right thing!N must have put brave face 2 all questions!Didnt U ??

November 01, '09

shubhika6 said:
bondhuni,natasha,sgnambiar good u guys read this and expressed ur views.

November 01, '09

sgnambiar said:
It matters not how Strait the Gate,
How charged with punishment the scroll...
You are the master of your fate,
You are the captain of your soul !!!

The above quote from W. E. Henley seems appropriate !!! We all live this life once & we have the right to live it the way we want & the way we want to be happy !!!

Nice read Shubhikaji !!!

November 01, '09

bondhuni said:

thanks dear, really its most important to be with ones beloved one, family. friend..may be at the same place where he/she wants to be.. but you got all in the same time..be happy always..

November 01, '09

Natasha999 said:
Choices one has to make and stand by. Good post Shubhika.

November 01, '09

shubhika6 said:
geetsudha thankyou so much for being so comapssionate its indeed a pleasure to have read ur comment.

November 01, '09

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